Sunday, June 7, 2009

Roy Brooks Mason Jr. thought of others till the end



They never fail to amaze me. This veteran of combat, this soldier of our nation, was so despondent, left so hopeless by PTSD, that he thought suicide was the only way out of the pain. Yet even with all that inside of him, he called authorities ahead of time so that children would not be traumatized by his body on the side of the road. How much longer are we willing to lose people like him?

Friend: Soldier who killed himself on West Cliff unable to control his aggression after two tours in Iraq
By Cathy Kelly
Posted: 06/07/2009 01:30:28 AM PDT


SANTA CRUZ -- A solider who shot himself on West Cliff Drive recently had become unable to control the aggression he felt after serving two tours in Iraq, a friend said.

Roy Brooks Mason, Jr., 28, of Fairfield, was an Army infantryman who had received several medals and once planned to be a career Army officer, said Jay Johnson of Rocklin, a friend of Mason's since childhood.

But his combat experiences changed him and his plans.

Johnson said Mason was due to retire in July, after suffering injuries in two explosions and undergoing treatment for post traumatic stress disorder. Military officials, however, would not confirm Mason was to be discharged.

But Mason would not make it to July.

On May 19, he was reported missing from Fort Carson, Colo. Johnson said Mason rented a car and ended up in Capitola two days later, a place he had loved when he spent a vacation there as a child, Johnson said.

The next day, Mason called emergency dispatchers from a call box on West Cliff Drive near Stockton Avenue in Santa Cruz, saying a dead body could be found in a car parked there. He asked that the scene be cleaned before any children saw it, officials said.
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Confederate flag vs American flag all over again in Homestead FL

If they think this is a way to honor all parts of our history, then fine, but they better find a lot of Native Americans to add their fight against US forces as well as going all the way back to the Revolutionary War and the loyalist that tried to kill the Patriots. It was not just the Civil War that pitted American against American in battle. So why have it that way now?

The Civil war put American against American. Both sides had ancestors fighting and dying for what they believed in this nation divided. Since there are no living Civil War veterans, perhaps the parade to have Confederate descendants in is Memorial Day instead of Veterans Day. After all, this is the one day out of the year that is just for our nation's veterans, in other words, living veterans of a united nation, all serving together, no matter what their ancestors believed in or side they took. Veterans come from all over the nation, every city and town as Americans and this day, this one day, should honor that to honor them.

Amid Confederate flag flap, veterans aim to save Homestead Veterans Day Parade
By TANIA VALDEMORO
tvaldemoro@MiamiHerald.com
The Vietnam Veterans of America Chapter 121 has marched in the annual Veterans Day Parade in Homestead for at least a dozen years.

They hope to march this November, too, and that parade organizers can find a solution to resolve the controversy that erupted over a group of Confederate descendants marching with a battle flag for the first time in 2008.

''We don't want the parade to be canceled,'' said Dennis Magno, a member of the Vietnam Veterans of America Chapter 121.

Since the Homestead/Florida City Chamber of Commerce leaders voted unanimously to disband the parade after the controversy erupted, veterans and residents have been calling the chamber to oppose canceling the parade, said Jerome Williams, the chamber president.

On Thursday morning, officials from the chamber's military affairs committee unanimously voted to defer making any decisions on continuing or disbanding the popular 47-year-old event.
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Parents rammed cars into burning day care

Parents rammed cars into burning day care
Story Highlights
Neighbors describe panic, horror as parents try to rescue kids from burning building

One door was padlocked shut and children couldn't get to high windows, officials say

At least 41 children die in fire; dozens more in hospitals in Mexico and U.S.

Cause of fire still unknown; investigators say it didn't start inside day care



HERMOSILLO, Mexico (CNN) -- Parents of the children trapped in a burning Mexican day care center rammed their vehicles into the building to try to free the trapped children, witnesses told CNN.


Relatives cry Saturday at the funeral for one of the children killed at a day care fire in Hermosillo, Mexico.


Neighbors described parents arriving at the day care center completely desperate, seeing it engulfed in flames and knowing there was no way to get the children out, CNN's Thelma Gutierrez reported from the scene. They say they could hear the cries of the children and the screams of their parents.

The building had two doors, but one was padlocked shut, officials said. Windows were too high for the children to reach.
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American Legion looking for donations for homeless vets

American Legion looking for donations for homeless vets
amanda nalley • democrat staff writer • June 7, 2009


Paper towels. A lamp to read by. A welcome mat at the front door. Soap. Most people take these household items for granted. For 57 homeless vets, they represent what is to come: A future off the streets. They are the simple things that make a house a home.

American Legion Post 13 is collecting items from laundry detergent to bathroom rugs to fill 13 four-bedroom units that will house 52 homeless veterans.

“You are sleeping under the bridge at I-10. What do you have? Nothing but the clothes on your back,” said Bob James of Post 13. “We are very passionate about helping veterans. We are the begging arm.”


Items needed:
Kitchen: bakeware, cookware, colanders, measuring cups, cooking utensils, toasters, can openers, coffee makers, 8-place dinner sets, 8-piece glassware sets, 4-piece coffee cup sets, 4-8 piece flatware sets, pot holders, sponges, paper towels and holders, dish soap, drainers, tea pitchers.

Bath: Toilet paper, shower curtain and hooks, bath mat, bathroom sets (soap holder, cup, toothbrush holder), soap, shampoo, conditioner, toothpaste, deoderant, shaving cream. Bathroom dish sets (soap holder, cup, toothbrush holder)

Other: Towels, cleaning supplies, brooms, mops, trash cans, lamps, coasters, decorative items, computers/printers, televisions, welcome mats, rugs, bedding, laundry detergent and fabric softener.

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Mentally tough and wounded heart

by
Chaplain Kathie
Mentally tough and wounded heart? Can the two exist together? Absolutely and they prove it everyday. Their buddies come before they do. The mission comes before they do. It all comes before the pain they have inside.

Stop and think about something. War is about killing the enemy they are sent to fight when they cannot get them to simply surrender and they are trying to kill the other side just as much. With death all a part of war, what would stop them from just walking past the wounded if it was all just a matter of fact in war? What would stop them from just leaving the dead where they fall and walking away? What stops them is their heart. These are their brothers and sisters. They've been adopted into a military family when they come into their unit and they know they can trust their buddies with their lives, trust the fact they will make sure they get home again, one way or another. They also know that they may have to do it for one of them.

They have courage enough to train to use the weapons used in war all the while knowing the other side is also preparing. They have the determination inside of them to withstand endless hours of pushing their bodies to the limits of endurance. They come to terms with the fact they will have to leave their parents, spouses, kids and friends for a year or more, existing on emails and care packages to stay connected to them. Physically trained and mentally prepared to do what their country asks them to do, they go. There is no weak mind in them. They have a committed mind and that requires strength to do it and the courage to face the chance of not making it home alive.

When their "family" is wounded, they risk their own lives to help them, rescue them or collect their bodies. No matter how much they grieve, they push on and keep going for the sake of the others. Mentally tough? You bet they are. I don't know about you, but honestly, I'd be the first to ask to go home. It took me years to understand what is in them that enables them to do what they do.

We know they are bright because they learn how to fight and brave at the same time because they are willing to risk their lives to fight. We know they have courage because they are able to risk their lives to save the lives of their friends and for the sake of whatever the leaders of this nation ask of them. So how can it be that anyone associated Post Traumatic Stress with being mentally weak? What is all this nonsense about? Where does it come from?

The vast majority of the men and women serving, just as those serving in past conflicts, finished what was asked of them, setting aside the pain that was already inside of them. Maybe I should stress the word "pain" because pain does not live in the part of the brain that runs intellect, courage or determination. It lives in the part of the brain that controls emotions and there emotional pain beats. Call it that heart or call it the soul, call it whatever you want, but each and everyone of us have different levels of emotions. Different levels of caring, sympathy and empathy just as each of us have limits on what we are able to do. For them, they have all the above but what they are able to do even with the pain inside, is remarkable.

They don't stop the battle so they can go talk to their boss and ask to go home sick. They finish what they are doing because lives depend on them. Is that weak minded?

No matter how drained they are, they push on. No matter how much nightmares rob them of rest, they get up and do what is asked of them. Is any of that from the weak minded?

They go without sleep, without regular meals, endure heat and other hard weather conditions, without any of the creature comforts the rest of us take for granted. There were no umbrellas in Vietnam with monsoon rains and no air conditioners in the jungle. There were no rubber pants to walk around rivers, streams and rice fields. No air mattresses to lay down on instead of the earth. Just as there are harsh living conditions in Afghanistan and Iraq today, they still go on. Is any of that possible with a weak mind?

I just did a post on military police called the Spartans. Spartans Living the Soldier Creed It's about what is posted right here and what is inside of these men and women. If you can't understand the difference between what comes from being strong of mind and wounded in "heart" then I think you have the problem you want to turn around on them. Apparently your mind is just not strong enough to learn and see this wound for what it is.

There was a time when they were the ones to feel ashamed but that was in a time and place when we just didn't know any better. Yet when you look at history, you see that even without knowing what caused this, there was compassion for the wounded. Yes there were some blaming the wounded but even with them pointing fingers, there were those who had the an understanding that it very well could have been them stuck by it. We ran out of excuses a long time ago just as information removed any thoughts of the world being flat, information has left behind the uninformed being as ignorant as the flat earthers thinking they're going to fall off the planet. Now we know that anyone attacking those wounded by the trauma they live thru are the weak minded ones and unable to learn or feel anything for the wounded. Must really suck to be them! I'd rather spend time with PTSD veterans than waste a second on people just too dumb or lazy to learn anything about them. They used to call PTSD Soldier's Heart. I guess you have to know a soldier's heart by using your own one first.

Spartans Living the soldier's creed

Living by the Soldier's Creed
Multi-National Division Baghdad
Story by Staff Sgt. Peter Ford
Date: 06.06.2009
Posted: 06.06.2009 02:21

BAGHDAD — I will never quit. I will never leave a fallen comrade.

All Army Soldiers are required to know the Soldier's Creed, but the Soldiers of 591st Military Police Company "Spartans," 93rd MP Battalion, 8th MP Brigade not only know it, they live by it. They always place the mission first.

The Spartans, a police transition team that advises Iraqi police, received a distress call over the radio as they prepared to go home after a long day at al-Awad Police Station, June 3. A Mine-Resistant Ambush-Protected vehicle had rolled over into a ravine less than three miles away. Without hesitation, the Spartans went to the aid of their fellow Soldiers.
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VVA National President: DOD needs to declassify Agent Orange Documents

VVA National President calls for a declassification of all DOD info

on Agent Orange Exposure

VIETNAM VETERANS OF AMERICA

IMMEDIATE RELEASE

June 2, 2009

No. 09-13

Contact:

Mokie Porter
301-996-0901

Vietnam Veterans of America: Crying Need to Deal with Agent Orange
Problems Here in America

(WASHINGTON, D.C.) - "Vietnam Veterans of America applauds the conclusions and recommendations of a Ford Foundation-funded report issued today by the National Organization on Disabilities on the effects of Agent Orange in Vietnam," said John Rowan, VVA National President. "While VVA feels compassion for the many adults and children injured and made ill by exposure to Agent Orange and the many other toxins used in Vietnam during the war there, it is now time to fully deal with the same effects on Americans who served in Vietnam and other areas that were also contaminated. The effects of these toxins on the children, grandchildren, and even great-grandchildren must similarly be addressed."
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PTSD:The Battle Beneath: The Camouflage Continues

Mental health help for returning veterans
Saturday, June 06, 2009
By JOE GREEN jgreen@sjnewsco.com
VINELAND - In 1996, Eric Arauz was found to be untreatable. The verdict came inside a maximum security Veterans Administration (VA) ward.

No hope for a man who had served in Operation Desert Shield in the Navy and was diagnosed with Bipolar 1 and alcohol and drug addiction. It may have occurred to him then that he, like his father, would die a homeless veteran.

But 13 years later, he's receiving the Golden Bell Leadership Award from the Mental Health Association of New Jersey.

Arauz sat on an expert panel Friday at the Veterans Memorial Home discussing efforts to help veterans with mental illness and addiction, as he has, as a guest on Good Morning America.

The event, titled "The Battle Beneath: The Camouflage Continues," was organized by the Southwest Council, Inc. (SWC), a non-profit that offers services to people with substance abuse problems.

The SWC serves Cumberland, Salem and Gloucester counties. Friday's discussions focused in part on ways to extend mental health and addiction services to military veterans who suffer from a host of disorders.

Arauz founded Arauz Inspirational Enterprises (AIE), which offers motivational speeches and consulting to those suffering from the same types of afflictions he did.

"If I represent anything, it's that it was the best efforts of others that helped me, not my best efforts," he said on Friday, after panel discussions.
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Educational movie aims to help soldiers with PTSD

Educational movie aims to help soldiers with PTSD
June 6th, 2009 @ 8:30pm
SALT LAKE COUNTY -- Some realistic scenes from Afghanistan were re-created at Camp Williams Saturday morning for a short movie being made as an educational tool.

The Utah Department of Veterans Affairs is putting together a video about the signs of post traumatic stress disorder. Many soldiers suffer from the disorder when they return home from war but few get help for it.

Often, the simplest event can trigger a response, such as a car broken down on the side of the road. A former soldier can take it as a possible ambush.

The military wants to start paying better attention to these types of issues.

The department's Darin Farr said, "A lot of guys are afraid to come forward because they don't want to be perceived as a head case or that they've got problems or issues. This is a legitimate issue they are dealing with, and they need help. It's not going to go away on its own."

The department says the video should be completed sometime next month and will be available to soldiers who want a copy.
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PTSD On Trail:Sgt. Nicholas Horner and the wound he spread

by
Chaplain Kathie

It is very easy to think of only the obvious. A man killed an innocent person and wounded another. Of this, the family does not dispute the accusations. While it's easy to limit your thinking, it will not prevent another tragedy from happening. Can we prevent all that may come? No, not any more than we can prevent all of the suicides that may come, but when we try, when we try to look beyond the obvious, we save some. That's what Sgt. Horner's family is trying to do.

Sgt. Horner had already sought help for PTSD, but he was sent back into combat with prescriptions instead of being kept out of danger while he was treated for PTSD. His family says he tried to commit suicide three times, yet he was not sent to the hospital for an extended stay to treat him properly. This could have been predicted when the military decided they would send back PTSD wounded with prescription drugs and weapons.

These are just some of the stories I was posting on over the last few years. They are on my other blog, Screaming in an Empty Room, showing clearly the problem was already being report on in 2006, but the practice continued with deadly results.




American Chronicle: US troops in Iraq taking drugs to cope with ...Medications may temporarily help our troops cope enough to return to Iraq and continue combat operations. Drugs may put a chemical band-aid on our damaged ...
ASHP News: Army Pharmacists' Roles Increase with Mass Rotation ...The maneuver is the first "full change out" of troops in Iraq and the fifth ... Tripler pharmacists had to special order medications for some reserve and ...
SignOnSanDiego.com > News > Military -- Some troops headed ba...Some troops headed back to Iraq are mentally ill ... nationwide are heading back to Iraq with a cache of antidepressant and anti-anxiety medications.
The Iraq War--On Drugs -- In These TimesThe issues around mental health and medication are exacerbated for the more than 378000 troops who have served multiple tours to Iraq and Afghanistan. ...
Army sent mentally ill troops to IraqMore than two dozen suicides by US troops in Iraq, and hundreds of ... "Now we follow all the FDA guidelines for using this medication," Winkenwerder said. ...
Some troops headed back to Iraq are mentally ill - RINF ...... questions that would arise from sending draftees back to War on medications.” ... Now word comes that “mentally ill” troops are being sent back to Iraq.
Policies on mentally troubled troops questioned - baltimoresun.comThe number of troops taking psychiatric drugs remains a military mystery. ... only limited records on medications prescribed for service members in Iraq.
US soldiers: Iraq massacre not exceptionHowever, on May 20 US group Iraq Veterans Against the War (IVAW) issued a statement ... Then they throw medication at you. You can take Prozac, or Xanax . .
Ask Our DoctorsSince then, the total number of cases of skin leishmaniasis among American troops in Iraq and Afghanistan has risen to more than 500.
Injured US troops in Iraq treated with deadly narcotic...but, don ....Title: Injured US troops in Iraq treated with deadly narcotic...but, don't worry, ... The patient therefore never received the medication from the patch.
Political Affairs Magazine - Wounded Soldiers "Recycled" ...In the current wars in Iraq and Afghanistan multiple deployments are ... that has cost the lives of over 2500 US troops and over 75000 wounded – whose scars ...
Political Affairs Magazine - Wounded Soldiers "Recycled" ...The policy of both allowing mentally ill troops to fall through holes in the ... In the current wars in Iraq and Afghanistan multiple deployments are almost ...
Courant InvestigationShe went over there with a year's supply of the medication and made a suicide ... "Thank you Hartford Courant reporters for, again, bringing this to light,
Mentally Unfit, Forced to FightPotent Mixture: Zoloft & A Rifle The Hartford Courant, May 16, ... Kiley insisted that troops receiving medications are afforded a balance of care,
Daily Kos: UPDATED: DOD Served by Sen. Boxer, GAO, Hartford CourantAt the time, the San Diego Union-Tribune reported that the DOD was reinserting troops back into the battlefield while prescribed anti-anxiety medications.
Some of the best reporting came out of the Hartford Courant, and then there were the reports from the GAO


Mentally Unfit, Forced To Fight
By LISA CHEDEKEL And MATTHEW KAUFFMAN
The Hartford Courant
May 14, 2006

The U.S. military is sending troops with serious psychological problems into Iraq and is keeping soldiers in combat even after superiors have been alerted to suicide warnings and other signs of mental illness, a Courant investigation has found.Despite a congressional order that the military assess the mental health of all deploying troops, fewer than 1 in 300 service members see a mental health professional before shipping out.Once at war, some unstable troops are kept on the front lines while on potent antidepressants and anti-anxiety drugs, with little or no counseling or medical monitoring.
And some troops who developed post-traumatic stress disorder after serving in Iraq are being sent back to the war zone, increasing the risk to their mental health.These practices, which have received little public scrutiny and in some cases violate the military's own policies, have helped to fuel an increase in the suicide rate among troops serving in Iraq, which reached an all-time high in 2005 when 22 soldiers killed themselves - accounting for nearly one in five of all Army non-combat deaths.

The Courant's investigation found that at least 11 service members who committed suicide in Iraq in 2004 and 2005 were kept on duty despite exhibiting signs of significant psychological distress. In at least seven of the cases, superiors were aware of the problems, military investigative records and interviews with families indicate.http://www.courant.com/news/specials/hc-mental1a.artmay14,0,6150281.story

Mentally Unfit, Forced To Fight - Still Suffering, But Redeployed
by LISA CHEDEKEL, The Hartford Courant
May 17th, 2006

They have post-traumatic stress and other combat-related disorders. So what are they doing back in battle?Eight months ago, Staff Sgt. Bryce Syverson was damaged goods, so unsteady that doctors at Walter Reed Army Medical Center wouldn't let him wear socks or a belt.Syverson, 27, had landed in the psychiatric unit at Walter Reed after a breakdown that doctors traced to his 15-month tour in Iraq as a gunner on a Bradley tank. He was diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder and depression, and was put on a suicide watch and antidepressants, according to his family.Today, Syverson is back in the combat zone, part of a quick-reaction force in Kuwait that could be summoned to Iraq at any time.http://www.mfso.org/article.php?id=606

A look at claims blending with some of the other factors in the neglect.

From the GAO
May 28, 1996"Over 700,000 men and women served in Southwest Asia during the Persian Gulf War. Some of these veterans began experiencing symptoms--such as fatigue, weight loss, and skin conditions--that could not be diagnosed or associated with a specific illness or disease. In 1994. the Congress enacted legislation allowing the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) to pay compensation benefits to veterans for Persian Gulf related disabilities caused by undiagnosed illnesses. As of July 1995, VA had denied almost 95 percent of the 4,144 claims it had processed for Persian Gulf veterans claiming such disabilities."http://www.gao.gov/archive/1996/he96112.pdf

Date: Friday, January 24, 2003 9:21 PMWritten by: Terry Higgins
Now 700,000 vets are on appeal taking on average 6 to 10 years to process a claim. All the VA has to do is keep up the good work and you will have perpetual adjudication with no merits of a claim ruled on, just the incompetent by choice errors by the VA being recycled for the entire life of the veteran.According to the National Veterans Organization Inc. A VA study called Compensation and pension performance summary states "the average time to process an original claim for compensation is 139 days. If that claim is not adjudicated in the veterans favor and he appeals the decision to the board of Veteran Appeals, it takes an average of 533 days for the claim to be heard by the BVA. According to this report, an average of 38.4 % of all claims submitted to the BVA are remanded back to the regional office for further development or action. The same report reveals that it takes an average of 496 days for that same claim to be dealt with once it has been returned to the regional office. This means that on average it takes a total of 1,160 days for a veteran to receive a final decision before he can appeal his claim to the court of veterans appeals. If the veteran appeals the decision to the court. He can expect to wait another 3 to 5 years to get the final decision from the court".According to the 6th judicial conference held by the Court of Veterans claims. 99% of the CVC remands are for VA error.http://www.v-r-a.org/docs/VAfoe2.htm

From the GAO
June 9, 2005
A 2004 thesis prepared by the director of a state department of veteran's affairs evaluated state-by-state variances in the percentage of veterans receiving disability benefits and the percentage of veterans rated at different degrees of service-connected disability. The thesis noted that in 2001 the nationwide percentage of total veterans receiving disability compensation was 10.2 percent, with a low of 6.3 for Illinois and a high of 15.9 for Alaska.https://www.1888932-2946.ws/vetscommission/e-documentmanager/gallery/Documents/June_2005/OIGStatement_Staley_6-9-05.pdf




What you may think as obvious depends entirely what it is you actually know. I've been tracking everything about PTSD since 1982. In 2005 I started posting on it on Blog Spot, after years of posting on AOL. Obvious to me is that they knew what was coming but just didn't care. If anyone is responsible for the outcome of sending these men and women back into combat already wounded by PTSD, it's the military commanders deciding to do it.

Was Sgt. Horner responsible for the shootings? In a way no. There have been many trials and the outcome has been they were not responsible at the time they occurred. If they put him on trail without informing the jury about the wound he carried back home and rest of the facts regarding this dangerous practice the military was willing to do, then justice will never be served. It won't be served for the families or the victims. What is more maddening is that it won't be served unless there is such a public outcry to take care of these men and women, veterans of combat so scared, it is predictable they will continue to commit crimes, commit suicide and end up suffering needlessly.

PTSD is not a criminal predictor but it is a predictor of suffering. Some suffer from mild PTSD and others suffer so severely they lose themselves in the pain they carry. Face it. They were taught to kill and risk their lives. Conditioned to fight. They were also told that if they conditioned their mind to be "tough" and ended up with PTSD, it was their fault. Take a look at the program called Battlemind and see how it begins. This is the message they were given. Then there was the attitude of the commanders attacking those who dared step forward asking for help.

There really appalling aspect in all of this is we knew what we needed to know by 1978. There were 70 veterans centers already open and 500,000 already diagnosed with PTSD. None of this should come as a surprise to anyone. It is all the untold price paid by those who serve but a price paid just the same. They paid when they suffered, when they ended up losing their jobs, their families and their families paid. They paid when they ended up reaching for alcohol and drugs to kill the pain they carried and victims of crimes in order to obtain them. They paid when they drove drunk and so did their victims. They paid when they committed suicide and so did their families. They paid when they ended up homeless on the very streets they risked their lives for right back home in American cities and towns.

No they are not all criminals, druggies or alcoholics any more than they are all cut from the same cloth. The only things they have in common is the wound they carry and the way they are betrayed by the rest of us when we judge them instead of helping them. When we read about stories like Sgt. Horner and his victims without ever once stopping to think about what we did to him.


Accused killer’s family hopes tragedy draws attention to PTSD

By JIM PENNA
For The Tribune-Democrat

They know most people see a monster, not a son – a beast, not a brother.

But when Karen Horner and her family think of accused murderer Nicholas Horner, they remember the man they love.

Horner, 28, is in prison, charged with killing two people and wounding a third during the robbery of an Altoona sandwich shop on April 6.

His mother understands better than most what the families of 19-year-old Scott Garlick and 64-year-old Raymond Williams are going through, as well as the anguish of Michelle Petty, who was critically injured.

Karen Horner has family ties to a state trooper who was slain in the line of duty in 2002. She recalls weeping and wondering: “What kind of animal could have done this?”

Now, as her own son faces prosecution on double murder charges, Karen and her family have come forward. They say they are not making excuses for the accused, but believe the tragedy should spotlight Nick Horner’s military service and his diagnosis of post-traumatic stress disorder, PTSD.


“They gave (Nick) a box full of pills, seven or eight bottles of different drugs so he could cope,” Dan Horner, father of the accused, said. “The military doctor wanted to keep him in the states for at least a month. They sent him back (to Iraq) right away anyhow, and when he got there he was reprimanded for having the drugs.


Family members said Nick Horner tried to kill himself three times prior to the Altoona shootings. They said he had become moody and short-tempered, living in a daze.

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Saturday, June 6, 2009

Veterans ride for lost brother, Eric Hall

Maybe this post should be titled, Out of Hopelessness, Comes Miracles? It's really amazing what Eric Hall did after he suffered so much back home. The sadness comes knowing he was not here to see it. He is somewhere in Heaven looking down and has God's ear to help his brothers. How do I know? Because that is exactly what is happening.

Leonard “Taz” Leary became a Chaplain for the Vietnam Brotherhood after suffering from PTSD. Joe “Blooper” Tine, President of the local Leathernecks MC is talking about it. If these are not miracles, nothing is.

There have been other stories on this blog about the reporting on Eric Hall from the time he was missing and everyone was looking for him, to when his body was found and what came later. Deaths like his tug at the heart of anyone becoming aware of them. They happen all too often. Yet somehow out of tremendous grief and anger, families rise above their own pain for the sake of other sons and daughters in need of help to prevent another parent from feeling the same kind of pain. In the process, other lives are saved because they understand that PTSD does not mean the end of life. It means they need help to heal to have a better life. They understand that all of it has a reason behind it and that reason is not because they are flawed, but because they are caring humans, exposed to horrific events in combat and felt the pain of others.

If you are a newer veteran, I'm begging you to get help to heal. If any pin head utters one single word against you, tell them science has proven PTSD, but they don't have a cure for idiots refusing to learn anything. If you are a Vietnam veteran, I can assure you that it is not too late to get help. My husband did and he's living life again. He's a Vietnam vet too. With one out of five coming back from Iraq and Afghanistan right now, they need all the help they can get and who better to help them than you? First you have to heal yourself and then you can help them. Make some miracles for your own family and then you can make some for other families feeling lost, alone and afraid.

Veterans ride for lost brother, Eric Hall
By GREG MARTIN
Staff Writer

A memorial ride Saturday to raise awareness of post-traumatic stress disorder in honor of late U.S. Marine Eric Hall may have been led by his cousin, Adam Birge.

But many of the veterans participating in the ride said they felt like Hall's brothers, because they, too, know the horrors of war.

The intent of the Home Front Fight Motorcycle Ride — the second ride to be held since Hall, 24, died in Deep Creek on Feb. 3, 2008 — was to raise funds for the Eric Hall Memorial Foundation. The organization is dedicated to helping military personnel returning from war with PTSD, said Hall's aunt, Marge Baker of Deep Creek.

The foundation's goal is to establish a safe house or two to provide a refuge for PTSD victims, Baker said.

“Our family feels that if there were something like that for Eric, we would have been able to save him,” she said.

About two dozen people participated. After an hour's delay due to a torrential downpour, the riders embarked from the Black Widow Harley-Davidson/Buell dealership in Port Charlotte.



Often, due to the nature of combat, soldiers can't react to trauma until years later, said Leonard “Taz” Leary, chaplain for the Vietnam Brotherhood.

Leary said he didn't become aware that PTSD was the cause of his own anti-social traits until after Hall's death compelled him to review his VA file.

“I owe him my life,” Leary said.

Joe “Blooper” Tine, president of the Port Charlotte Chapter of the Leathernecks Motorcycle Club, said he experiences PTSD as “a startle reaction.” It could be set off by the sound of a helicopter or a 21-gun salute, he said.

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Veterans ride for lost brother, Eric Hall

Army Reservist Spc. David Hutchinson receives Silver Star

Soldier Receives One of Nation's Highest Awards


Posted: 7:49 PM Jun 6, 2009

Reporter: Shannon Dillon




On the 65th anniversary of D-Day, a crowd gathered on the campus of Texas A and M University to honor a soldier for his courage in Afghanistan.

Rodney and Darla Hutchinson couldn't be more proud of their son, Spc. David Hutchinson, who was deployed a year overseas.


"We're just so proud of everything he's done in his service while he was over there," says Darla Hutchinson.

The 22-year-old Brenham native, is the fifth person in U.S. Army Reserve history to be awarded The Silver Star. The nation's third highest award for combat valor, was awarded to Spc. Hutchinson, because of his actions when his convoy was ambushed by insurgents.

On May 21, 2008, Hutchinson, made a decision that ultimately saved the lives of and 17 of his fellow soldiers.The military says Hutchinson used his machine gun to decisively wipe out sniper nests, with disregard for his own safety.

Despite having severe shrapnel wounds to his legs, the army says Hutchinson treated another soldier in his jeep who was worse off-and made sure that soldier received treatment first.
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Bride collapses, dies at own wedding reception

Bride collapses, dies at own wedding reception


By Associated Press HOLLAND TOWNSHIP, Mich. (AP) — A bride who met her fiance at a university in Oregon collapsed and died at her wedding reception in California, the victim of a brain aneurysm.

Amy Lynn Slenk, 26, died on the day she married longtime boyfriend Cole Handley in a vineyard in Soledad, Calif., about 115 miles southeast of San Francisco.

The bride was enjoying "the happiest day of her life" on May 25 when she collapsed at the reception, said her mother, Diane Slenk of Ottawa County's Holland Township.
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PTSD Personal to President Obama's family

When I tell people that President Obama has been paying attention to PTSD since he was a Senator, they don't believe me. They don't believe me when I tell them that he's so informed on the problems associated with this wound, that he picked the best program to address it. He went to the Montana National Guard to find out about their program. I track all of this everyday, usually with 70 hours a week invested in it, so for me to know this program was one of the best, what I've invested in learning about it brought me to it. For Obama, able to pick any program across the nation including the failure programs the government came out with, he picked one that works. That proved something to me right there. He has to care to even know about it. Well, now maybe the rest of the people in this country I've been trying to get thru to will finally understand why it is that they now have more hope of healing than at any other time. To President Obama, PTSD is personal, familiar and family.

Veterans and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder

By Maggie Vespa

Story Published: Jun 5, 2009 at 9:55 PM CDT



It was somewhat unexpected. In the middle of his highly publicized trip to Germany this morning, President Obama got personal.


"Because my great uncle, my grandmother's brother, was part of the unit that first liberated Buchenwahl," said the president this morning.

But for some, what may be an unexpected anecdote, for others may be much needed recognition. Because while it's a disease that's plagued many for generations, it's only recently been brought out into the open.

"He suffered what we now know, what we call Post Traumatic Stress Disorder."

Over twelve-hundred veterans in Illinois alone suffer from P.T.S.D.,
and while treatment for it is at an all time high, experts say, for many returned from duty, it's still vastly under diagnosed.

"Oftentimes, they're in denial and don't want to seek help. They feel like if they ask for help, that they're weak," said Kathy Thomas, clinical social worker for the Department of Veterans Affairs.

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'Forgive me' begged Iraq War veteran

'Forgive me' begged Iraq War veteran, Brandon Connelly, arrested in fatal FDR DWI wreck
BY Melissa Grace
DAILY NEWS STAFF WRITER

Saturday, June 6th 2009, 4:00 AM

An Iraq War veteran busted on manslaughter and drunken driving charges begged for forgiveness after the tragic three-car pile up on the FDR, it was revealed Friday.

"I did that. Oh, my God, I did that," Brandon Connelly, 32, cried as a cop told him at Bellevue Hospital shortly after the May 30 crash that he'd killed Jamil Aljabal, prosecutors said.



The former Marine, who served in Bosnia and did two tours in Iraq, faces up to 15 years in prison, if convicted.
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Marine kills himself in front of deputy




Marine kills himself in front of deputy

By Journal Star staff
GateHouse News Service
Posted Jun 05, 2009 @ 11:02 AM

PEORIA — Believing he was stopping to assist a motorist early Friday, a Peoria County sheriff's deputy instead witnessed a man fatally shoot himself.

About 6:15 a.m. Friday, the deputy saw a car pulled onto the shoulder of southbound Illinois Route 6, just north of where it meets Interstate 74.

The driver of the car, Jacob A. Favri, 23, shot himself in the head with a handgun.

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Ex-Marine gives Shriners hospital $1 million

Ex-Marine gives Shriners hospital $1 million

By Associated Press
PORTLAND, Ore. (AP) — George Ruhberg, a 93-year-old retired Marine, figured there was no time like the present to write a $1 million check to the local Shriners Hospital for Children.



Ruhberg had been a volunteer at the hospital since 1994, and had included a bequest for it in his will. But the former accountant thought, why wait?

Ruhberg told hospital officials a couple of months back that he wanted to make the donation now.

Development Director Mark Thoreson told him to have his broker contact Shriners headquarters in Tampa, Fla., to arrange a funds transfer.

"But he said, 'Hold on, I want to write a check,'" Thoreson said. "And I totally understand that: I wanted to make the transfer safe and he wanted the thrill of writing that check."

Ruhberg got his moment on Memorial Day, when he wrote the check during a gathering with hospital officials in a common room of his retirement community.
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Medal of Honor, George E. Wahlen Passes away at age of 84

VA hospital namesake, Medal of Honor recipient dies
SALT LAKE CITY (ABC 4 News) - George E. Wahlen, the man for whom Salt Lake City's VA Hospital was named has passed away at 84.

Wahlen earned the Medal of Honor as a Navy Corpsman at the battle of Iwo Jima where he is credited for saving countless lives. He was injured on three separate occasions but refused to leave the battlefield. Many who witnessed his heroics remain dumbfounded he survived.

President Harry S. Truman presented the Medal of Honor to Mr. Wahlen in 1945.


He later re-enlisted in the United States Army, where he served during the Korean War and the Vietnam War.
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Soldier from La Porte Texas death under investigation



DoD Identifies Army Casualty


The Department of Defense announced today the death of a soldier who was supporting Operation Enduring Freedom.

Spc. Jarrett P. Griemel, 20, of La Porte, Texas, died June 3 at Forward Operating Base Gardez, Afghanistan, of injuries suffered from a non-combat related incident. He was assigned to the 425th Brigade Special Troops Battalion, 4th Brigade Combat Team (Airborne), 25th Infantry Division, Fort Richardson, Alaska.

The circumstances surrounding the incident are under investigation.
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Group calls for paying caregivers of wounded

For all the wounded coming back from Afghanistan and Iraq, we never seem to think about the family members. While places like Fisher House take care of the families lodging and Haley House in Florida, they give up their paychecks to travel to be with their wounded family member. We also don't discuss the sacrifices they make when severely wounded go home and they take on caring for them at home. Isn't this the least we can do for them considering how much loving service they provide instead of nursing care?

Group calls for paying caregivers of wounded
By Rick Maze - Staff writerPosted : Friday Jun 5, 2009 16:54:09 EDT

Family members caring for severely wounded service members should receive pay for the medical and nonmedical assistance they provide to at least partly offset their time, the National Military Family Association says.
Compensation should be paid both while the injured members are on active duty, and after they separate or retire, said Barbara Cohoon, deputy government relations director for the association.
The call for pay comes in response to an April 2009 report by the Center for Naval Analyses that found 85 percent of primary caregivers for seriously wounded or disabled service members left their jobs, either permanently or by taking a leave of absence, resulting in an average loss of $3,200 a month in family income.
The losses begin while the service member is still on active duty and continue for the severely disabled as they undergo treatment and rehabilitation as a veteran, Cohoon said in a June 4 interview.
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Bodies Found Near Air France Crash Site

Bodies Found Near Air France Crash Site
By EMMA VANDORE, AP
(June 6) — A Brazilian military official says searchers found two male bodies in the Atlantic Ocean near the area where an Air France jet is believed to have crashed.
Air force spokesman Col. Jorge Amaral says the bodies were recovered Saturday morning.
They were picked up roughly 400 miles northeast of the Fernando de Noronha islands off Brazil's northern coast.
Amaral says a suitcase also was found containing a plane ticket for the flight.
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101st Airborne returns home

101st Airborne returns home
Division command and colors back at Fort Campbell
By JAKE LOWARY • The Leaf-Chronicle • June 5, 2009


Thursday brought a joyous but bittersweet end to a 15-month Afghanistan deployment for the 101st Airborne Division.

Commanding General Maj. Gen. Jeffrey J. Schloesser and 31 other division staff officers were greeted at Fort Campbell by an excited crowd for a celebratory ceremony.
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Injured and disoriented, soldier 'had some fight left'

Injured and disoriented, soldier 'had some fight left'

By Bill Sizemore
The Virginian-Pilot
© June 6, 2009
Blinded by a dust storm kicked up by helicopter rotor wash and grenade explosions, all Sgt. 1st Class Michael Lindsay could see was shadowy figures scurrying about in the dim light, grabbing weapons.

In the ensuing firefight inside a remote rural compound in Samarra, Iraq, Lindsay was seriously wounded. But he and his fellow Army Green Berets kept firing.

When it was over, 11 insurgents were dead - including the target of the predawn raid, a man described by the Army as a high-value terrorist who had been financing weapons and roadside bombs with profits from a kidnapping and extortion ring.

Last month, in recognition of his "conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity" in the Sept. 10, 2007, firefight, Lindsay, a 1997 graduate of Gates County High School in North Carolina, was awarded the Silver Star, the Army's third-highest medal for valor.
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Army doctor stays positive after seeing horrors of war


Dr. Sudip Bose treats a wounded soldier in Najaf, Iraq. Bose spent 15 months as an Army doctor during the Iraq war. That’s one of the longest deployments of a military physician since World War II. (Supplied photo)

Army doctor stays positive after seeing horrors of war


June 5, 2009

By Maura Possley, Staff Writer
He was alongside U.S. forces in Najaf, Iraq, as they fought the Al-Sadr militia.

He was there as troops seized the Iraqi city of Fallujah.

In his 15 months as an Army doctor in Iraq - one of the longest deployments of a military physician since World War II - Dr. Sudip Bose saw the worst humanity can offer.

His tour treating thousands of servicemen and women fighting in the war was spent on those front lines or at the scene of a raid or injury as part of what's called the Quick Reaction Force in the 1st Calvary Division.

He's also treated one of the most notorious men to walk the earth - Saddam Hussein, the former president of Iraq convicted and hanged and one reason the United States invaded the country.

Today, four years after Bose returned from duty, he serves on a different sort of front line in the emergency room at Christ Medical Center in Oak Lawn as its attending emergency physician.



When he's not reacting to trauma in Christ's emergency room, Bose is out speaking here and across the country in hospitals, schools and churches about a rising need for awareness on post-traumatic stress disorder.

"Even if you come back 'uninjured', you can have mental abrasions that can be worse - these are the things that go unrecognized," the doctor said. "It's tough to reintegrate into a modern world after being in a zone where you're just concerned about surviving; soldiers sometimes feel detached, indifferent and even frustrated with 'problems' we have here."
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Bill to ease VA proof of PTSD moves forward

Flood congress with your phone calls. Over 900,000 claims in the backlog and among them are PTSD veterans waiting along with their families. Why focus on them in the backlog? Simple. As bad as it is for all veterans to have to wait, because it means no income, for PTSD veterans, it's worse.



I know because we went through it for six years. Each day it was waiting and hoping for the letter to come saying his claim was approved. It was beyond just financial issues. It was the acknowledgment of the government that what was eating my husband away was because he served this nation. Having to fight the VA along with suffering PTSD, made it worse.

PTSD veterans lose hope among other things. They try to hang on for reasons to get up after nightmares plague their nights and flashbacks attack their days. Telling them the VA doesn't have time for their pain is a cut to the hope line they try to hang onto. An approved claim is acknowledgment of the cause of the wound they carry.

While all wounds caused by service to this country need to be honored as soon as possible, this backlog of claims is non-defensible. When they cannot work, who is paying their bills? What makes all of this worse is when a veteran has sought treatment and compensation they are responsible for the medical care they receive until the claim is approved. If they do not meet the threshold of free care based on past income, they have to pay out of pocket because insurance companies do not have to pay.

We had private health insurance. We thought that while the VA was denying my husband's claim, the insurance would pay for it until his claim was finally approved, but as soon as the VA doctors said it was PTSD due to Vietnam, they said it was the government's responsibility. The insurance company wouldn't pay, the VA wouldn't pay and we were the only ones paying the price. We had to pay the price of endless days with him suffering, pay with the income he was loosing, then had to pay the price of his care. The VA attached our tax refund each year until his claim was approved.

When it was finally approved, they paid us back most of the money but what they could not pay back was the damage it had done to him. In the process of seeking care and having to pay for it, it damaged him to the point where he stopped going for treatment. We lost all that time when he could have been receiving the help he needed to heal. The bitter taste in our mouths took a long time to fade. Wasn't it bad enough he waited from 1971 until 1993 to seek help? All that time lost because the VA wasn't doing the outreach they needed to do to help the veterans know what PTSD was made it worse.

What we see going on today with some outreach work being done was not available for Vietnam veterans, or older veterans, until they came home and fought for it. Now they are understanding the wound the carried home with them along with the newer veterans. Each day that passes without their claims being honored cost them more and more suffering and PTSD getting worse. One more thing not discussed is the fact many of the physically wound also have PTSD. This bill needs to move quickly so that their claims are approved and they are finally reassured the government takes responsibility for the wounds they carry because they served and risked their lives.

Make sure your congressman does not come out with another assault against them by voting against this bill or coming out with some ridiculous statement like "it's too good for them" because when it comes to our veterans, it's the least we owe them.



Bill to ease VA proof of PTSD moves forward

By Kelly Kennedy - Staff writer
Posted : Friday Jun 5, 2009 16:54:09 EDT

A bill designed to make it easier for veterans to receive benefits and immediate care for post-traumatic stress disorder moved to the House Veterans Affairs Committee on Wednesday and is expected to be voted on by the committee next week.

HR 952 would clarify that “combat with the enemy” is defined as duty in a combat theater during a time of war or against a “hostile force during a period of hostilities” for those seeking service-connected benefits for disabilities.

Rep. John Hall, D-N.Y., introduced the bill, saying it “essentially establishes service in combat as a presumptive stressor for the incurrence of PTSD.”

“No longer should veterans have to leap high hurdles and battle with VA in order to receive urgently needed benefits,” Hall said.

In the past, veterans have had to ask for witness letters from commanders or fellow service members to verify that they had been exposed to a traumatic event. In some cases, those people were difficult to find; some had died. In other cases, the veterans gave up because asking for the letters forced them to relive experiences they were not ready to talk about.

Those not in infantry or other combat-related positions — including all women — also have had a difficult time proving combat status.
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Disabled service members gather for Fla. festival

Disabled service members gather for Fla. festival
By LISA ORKIN EMMANUEL
Associated Press Writer
MIAMI -- Army Specialist Chris Miller was injured in Iraq last fall and has since had his right leg amputated below the knee along with part of left foot. He hadn't been to a beach in three years.

He used to play ice hockey and wants to get back to doing that. Until then though, he will settle for a little scuba diving.

Miller and a group of 17 service members joined hundreds of disabled people Friday for a four-day No Barriers Festival, which includes classes in scuba diving, sailing and an appearance by an amputee pony with a prosthetic leg. It is being held at the Shake-A-Leg Miami Sea Base in Coconut Grove.

The service members were brought to the festival by the Wounded Warrior Disabled Sports Project, which provides year-round sports programs for severely wounded service members and veterans from recent conflicts.

Staff Sgt. Earl Granville, 25, was injured in Afghanistan last summer during a patrol. The vehicle he was in struck a roadside bomb. Four people were in the vehicle, two lived. His left leg had to be amputated through the knee. His right leg was salvaged. He already knows how to scuba dive. He said he used to run and play soccer.


Neal Cabanting, 19, got an infection in his left leg during Army basic training and had to get it amputated in January.
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Friday, June 5, 2009

Why thank a soldier?

by
Chaplain Kathie





Camp Victory Iraq

Camp Eggers Afghanistan



Camp Eagle Vietnam


Some people say "thank you" to a soldier or a veteran without thinking about what they are thanking them for. It's easy to say the words but putting anything behind those words requires a lot more.

First, why should we thank them? After all, do we really care they served in Vietnam? What did Vietnam have to do with us? For that matter, what did Iraq have to do with us? Most of the people in this nation believed sending troops into Afghanistan was a "just" war and in response to 9-11. Do we thank them more because we approve of it? We have an all volunteer military now, but up until the Gulf War, there was a draft and many were sent because their numbers came up. It happened in WWI, WWII and Korea as well. Is it wrong to thank them when they didn't want to go? How do you separate any of them? You don't. At least not if you really know why you are thanking them in the first place.

When you think about the wars you approve of you call them heroes. The Patriots of the Revolutionary War stepping up to set this nation free. The men fighting in the Civil War trying to set slaves free or fighting to keep them on the other side. The calvary soldiers fighting against the Indians so settlers could have their lands. We may view them as heroes but it's for sure the Native Americans don't feel the same way. Yet even with that, generations later, they joined in the rest of this nation's battles fighting in wars right next to calvary soldiers descendents. Pretty remarkable when you think of that just as soldiers from the south, they also fight right next to descendents of Northern Soldiers. WWI and WWII were seen as "just" wars while Korea was debated. Vietnam is still debated and the cause of a lot of heated arguments. The Gulf War some say didn't last long enough to complain about it but the legacy lives on with the wounded of the still unknown cause behind Gulf War Syndrome. All of this taking us right back to where we are. Men and women serving in harms way no matter if you agree with it or not. This we thank them for.

They go into the military for all kinds of reasons. They train with people from other parts of the country. They learn their jobs and wait for orders. This is what we thank them for. Doing what they are asked to do, going where they are asked to go and risking their lives for what the nation's leaders say they need to do. They do not serve one President and then stop when he is replaced by another election. They do not serve one political party following only the orders of the a fellow Republican or Democrat. They serve under one flag. The same flag we celebrate every July 4th and fold perfectly after taking it off of one of their caskets. This we thank them for.

But their giving and serving doesn't end there. They come back to our cities and towns, joining the rest of us knowing we will never be able to understand them or what they have inside of them that let them do what they did, see what they saw, go where they went. Yet they go into law enforcement putting on the uniform of police officer or sheriff's deputy. They go into the National Guards, still willing to risk their lives to take care of the rest of us planning on responding to disasters while the rest of us are dazed, confused and suffering from whatever loss we had, all the while they have lost homes and their own families are in need, but they put us first. They enter into fire departments ready once again to risk their lives for the rest of us. And yes, some go into business but will be the first one to rush out to help someone in need when there is a car accident across the street, or get out of their car to push a broken down car in the road. This we thank them for.

Still, there is more. They come back and take on the burdens of other veterans helping them with whatever they need. They join together as we saw this last Memorial Day in ceremonies across the nation and in Washington DC. They come together at other times during the year holding bike runs for charities, showing up at airports to welcome home the troops and escorting the hearse talking a fallen soldier to their grave. They show up at funeral parlors trying to find out who the ashes collecting dust belonged to as with the Missing in America Project, just so they could receive and military funeral with honor guard. They volunteer at homeless shelters to take care of the least among us, letting them know someone cares. This we thank them for.

Perhaps the most forgetful thing we should thank them for is that once they put on the uniform of whatever service they entered into, Army, Marine, Air Force, Navy, National Guard or Reservists, no matter if they were a sniper or a medic, once that uniform comes off, they will forever be a tiny fraction of the rest of us because they become a veteran for the rest of their lives, forever changed. While this we forget to thank them for and then when they come home wounded, we forget about them. When they come home especially with wounds no one can see on their body, they are really unnoticed. Sure we can thank them with words, but really thanking them requires us to actually do things for them for a change.

Taking the time to contact your local officials and make sure they do not cut the state VA budget because they are veterans no matter what the economy is like.

Taking the time to write your US senator or Congressman to make sure the funding gets to the veterans in your state needing help especially in a bad economy.

Reaching out to a new veteran going back to college and feeling out of place.

Taking a widow out to lunch or making a phone call to let them know you care.

Donating used clothing to the veterans organizations calling you instead of selling them for pocket change at your yard sale.

Really thanking them requires you think about them not just on Veterans Day, Memorial Day or the 4th of July. It's thinking about them everyday because everyday they carry with them the thoughts of what they were willing to sacrifice for you. Give them something to thank us for, for a change.

Former Marine's New Mission: Helping Iraq War Vets

Former Marine's New Mission: Helping Iraq War Vets

New America Media/Los Angeles Daily News, News feature, Tony Castro, Posted: Jun 05, 2009

When he was discharged from the Marines in 2001, Christopher Duarte of Chatsworth felt lost and unsure of his future, especially in the wake of 9/11 and the United States gearing up for an invasion of Iraq.

“I didn’t know if I should re-enlist -- I was just looking for a mission where I could best serve,” he recalls.

Duarte soon found his mission: helping returning veterans like Ramon Contreras of Pacoima navigate through the seemingly endless red tape of a vast government bureaucracy to get the benefits they were promised for serving their country.

“We still have cases where a lot of guys come out of the military, and they really come out with no clue. There’s no real guidance from the military,” says Duarte, 31, a benefits counselor with the Los Angeles County Department of Military and Veterans Affairs.

“In the end, it’s going to take veterans looking out for other veterans,” he said. “What troubles us is to see so many not getting the help they need.”
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Operation Iraqi Stephen: Going Commando

Stephen Colbert lands in Iraq for new shows
Fri Jun 5, 2009

LOS ANGELES (Reuters) - Making a surprise visit to Iraq is not just for presidents anymore.

Comedian Stephen Colbert has landed in the battle-scarred country to broadcast four episodes of his TV show, "The Colbert Report," which spoofs U.S. politics and culture.

Cable television network Comedy Central on Friday said "The Colbert Report" will be broadcast from Iraq Monday through Thursday (June 8 - June 11) under the banner "Operation Iraqi Stephen: Going Commando."
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Seattle Seahawks turn into soldiers for a day

NFL players become soldiers for a day
FORT LEWIS, Wash. — T.J. Houshmandzadeh is used to manhandling NFL defensive backs. That skill made him the most coveted wide receiver in the free agent market this offseason.

“It’s amazing, to see what a day is in these soldiers’ lives. And this is probably one of their easier days, hosting us,” Hasselbeck said.

None of the soldiers said they wanted to trade lives with their privileged NFL visitors, defensive tackle Craig Terrill said, “and that was the coolest thing of the day.”



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First Coast military trying to get mental health care right

First Coast military trying to get mental health care right
Post-traumatic stress disorder isn't unusual after combat but the military's stance has changed, with troops encouraged to seek help.
By Timothy J. Gibbons Story updated at 12:11 PM on Friday, Jun. 5, 2009

Mike Murray got back to Mayport Naval Station from Afghanistan eight months ago, but his experiences there haven't faded.

"I haven't had a good night's sleep once since I've gotten home," said the petty officer first class who spent a year in Kabul helping the Afghan air force.

Murray volunteered for the assignment as an individual augmentee, the Navy's term - commonly abbreviated IA - for a sailor sent to serve with the nation's ground forces. The job was fun, he said, but there was the constant sound of rocket-propelled grenades hitting the NATO base where he worked and regular high-pitched explosions. Such things have a far-reaching impact.

"You become numb to it," he said. "You get used to throwing on your body armor, to throwing your flight suit on over your pajamas."

When he came home, he had trouble even driving, the result of leading around two or three dozen convoys through the crowded streets of Kabul.

"The first time I drove by myself [at home], I had to pull over twice because of anxiety," he said. "I would pull up to crowded stoplights, and instinct and urge would make me want to drive around the cars and through the intersection. We never stopped with convoys."

The long-lasting aftershocks of his experiences aren't unusual.

"We're not equipped to go and see that stuff and then come home and drop it," said Marianne Chapman, a mental health counselor who has spent much of her career working with the military in Jacksonville and Miami. "What they need to recognize is they're having a completely normal reaction to an abnormal situation."

That's a message the military has been pushing hard as it fights to preserve the mental health of its warriors. The cost of losing that battle was shown a few weeks ago when a soldier in Iraq who had been sent for counseling grabbed a gun and shot five fellow troops, including a Navy officer working at the mental health clinic there.
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Veteran spreads message on trip across U.S.

In the post I did yesterday, ok, the rant I did, about some in congress even suggesting that anything could be "too good" for our veterans, I pointed out what they have to go thru between deciding to serve and what comes after. This story not only points out how much they can suffer instead of being taken care of, it also shows just how magnificent some of them can be when they think of others and not just themselves.

Fueled by faith


Veteran spreads message on trip across U.S.
By JEFF M. HARDISON
jhardison@lakecityreporter.com
Published: Thursday, June 4, 2009 6:06 AM EDT
It is by faith alone that a 53-year-old wheelchair-bound veteran is crossing the country to raise awareness about homeless veterans.

David Whittaker rode his electric-powered wheelchair into Lake City on Wednesday as part of a trip from Key West to Blaine, Wash.

Whittaker said he chose the southernmost point in the continental United States to start and the most northwestern point to end his journey — a journey 36 years in the making.

Severely injured during training in 1973 with the U.S. Marine Corps, Whittaker found success in the civilian world. Health problems wiped him out financially, however, he said.

Diabetes combined with heart problems make it very expensive for him to stay alive. First his health insurance canceled his policy, he said.

“Then the VA wouldn’t help me because it said I had too much money in the bank,” Whittaker said.

He said he spent $800,000 and lost his home to cover medical costs. He suffered a stroke. He became homeless about two years ago, he said.

Finally, the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs agreed to cover 100 percent of his medical expenses, he said.
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Thursday, June 4, 2009

Veteran Stigma: "What Does My Country think of Me?"

Luis Carlos Montalván
Freelance Journalist, Veteran
Posted: June 4, 2009
Veteran Stigma: "What Does My Country think of Me?"
As if to pour salt on the physical and psychological wounds of millions of America's veterans, a recent trend has emerged in both public pronouncements and privately held attitudes that suggests that veterans returning from the 'long wars' in Iraq and Afghanistan pose a security risk to potential employers, fellow workers, and workplace patrons.

"I cannot be open about my post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) with prospective employers in light of the Homeland Security debacle," says former Army Sgt. and Iraq veteran Steve Kraft. "It's like a scarlet letter."

The "debacle" Sgt. Kraft refers to means comments made by Janet Napolitano, Secretary of the U.S. Department of Homeland Security (DHS), citing a section of an April 7, 2009, DHS Report titled "Disgruntled Military Veterans" to the effect that "DHS assesses that right-wing extremists will attempt to recruit and radicalize returning veterans...suffering from the psychological effects of war."

"Having been singled out by the media for attention, Napolitano's statement surely discourages would-be employers from considering hiring veterans applying for jobs, especially in an uncertain economy."

But while the DHS incident lingers in the minds of the public, it isn't the only highly publicized case of veterans stigmatized for their courageous and honorable military service.

A scandal at Penn State erupted in February when the University's Counseling and Psychological Services (CAPS) department posted a contentious video on its website. Produced as part of a package to help faculty deal with "worrisome student behaviors," the video depicted an angry young veteran and a professor who felt threatened by him. Unhappy with his grade, the veteran threatens the professor and says he deserves a better grade, "or else."
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What Does My Country think of Me


Honestly, part of your country does not think of you at all. They don't think about where you were, what you did, how you did or what your future will be. It's not just veterans being ignored. It's people in general. They have a habit of just paying attention to one news report a day and the rest of the time they spend watching TV is about relaxing. Newspapers, well, they don't want to read them either unless they are flipping the pages until the come to the Help Wanted ads. Veterans are just more competition for them with less jobs to go around. National Guardsmen are a bigger problem because while they hold civilian jobs, they can get deployed and their jobs have to be held open until they come back.

Another part of your country thinks of you the same way they thought about Vietnam veterans. You're all crazy. Unfortunately that part of your countrymen will never change. They are uninformed and uninvolved. They can't understand you and have absolutely no interest in trying.

Then there is another part of your country thinking that we should do all we can for you because of what you were willing to do for us. They showed up in Washington DC over Memorial Day weekend and rode their motorcycles to The Wall. They came from all over the country just to show respect for the fallen and yes, to take care of the veterans with them. They showed up at ceremonies with The Wall That Heals and the rest of the traveling Vietnam Memorial Walls, shed tears, removed their hats, placed hands over hearts and yes, their hearts were connected to what the black walls meant. They showed up in North Carolina for the NASCAR race when President Obama had called for a moment of silence at 3:00 and the drivers formed a line, shutting down their engines, pit crews lined the road and everyone in the packed crowd was silent. Oh but it does not stop with just one day out of the year to honor the fallen.

They show up at the events for veterans from tiny towns to enormous cities. They show up volunteering at homeless shelters and veterans' hospitals. They show up making quilts, sending care packages, writing letters and breathing a sigh of relief when units come home. They show up when to line the streets when a fallen soldier comes home to be laid to rest and when a wounded soldier needs help renovating his house. They show up all the time because they know you did when you were needed to.

They also take on the battles you should not have to fight to make sure you are taken care of if you are in need of medical or mental health care, making phone calls, writing letters and posting on blogs to spread the word so others join in on the fight for your sake.

They don't care if you were in Korea, Vietnam, Kuwait, Afghanistan or Iraq. They only care you went where you were sent. They want to know what you need and what they can do for you. It doesn't matter if they protested the war you were involved in or fully supported it because the end result is you were the one being supported by people on both sides.

Are there struggles and problems that should not be? Absolutely but it's up to you and the people that do care to set the record straight and get the others to open their eyes. It takes a lot of work to do that. After all, we managed to do it for the Vietnam veterans and think of how badly they were treated when they came home. While they still run into some pinheads, they are viewed as people to be proud of because no matter what they ran up against from the rest of their own countrymen, they never gave up on the rest of us or each other.

One day, the story of PTSD will be well known and they will discover there are different levels and different outcomes and yes, sometimes you come out on the other end better than you were before. Until that day comes, this part of your countrymen will not give up until there is no need to fight anymore.

Unlicensed psychologists sent to Iraq?

Until his son's death, Chris Scheuerman was probably like the rest of us assuming the military hired psychologist and psychiatrists to take care of the mental health needs of the troops especially considering that suicides were claiming too many lives. After all, who would have thought they would have sent anything less? The problem was, they were. The question is, how many lives did it cost the men and women serving? Then we need to ask how many had ended up with PTSD misdiagnosed because an expert was not there?

AP NewsBreak: IG says dad's complaints unfounded
By KIMBERLY HEFLING – 2 hours ago

WASHINGTON (AP) — The practice of sending unlicensed psychologists to Iraq to treat troops did not violate Army regulations, according to a military inspector general's investigation instigated by a complaint from the father of a soldier who committed suicide.

The soldier, Pfc. Jason Scheuerman, 20, was found dead in his barracks in Iraq in 2005. Three weeks earlier, an unlicensed psychologist asked by the soldier's captain to evaluate him, said in a report that Scheuerman was "capable of claiming mental illness" to manipulate superiors and sent him back to his unit.

A copy of the Army Medical Command's inspector general's investigation, completed in November, was obtained by The Associated Press using a Freedom of Information Act request.

Prior to a change in policy in 2006, it was a common practice in Iraq for the military to deploy unlicensed providers with the stipulation that they work under supervision. The policy was similar to that in civilian settings, but was changed after the military determined supervision was difficult to do in a combat setting.

Scheuerman's father, Chris Scheuerman, of Sanford, N.C., said the then-unlicensed psychologist who treated his son should never have been in a position to do so, and is culpable in his son's death.
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IG says dad complaints unfounded

Florida golfers with extra clubs needed for troops

If they can do it in Navada don't you think Florida can do better? We have more veterans here and I'm sure we must have more golfers too.

Fore! Nev. tourney collecting clubs for troops

By Scott Sonner - The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Jun 4, 2009 14:28:17 EDT

RENO, Nev. — Officials for the Legends Reno-Tahoe Open and a local insurance company who launched an effort last week to collect new and used golf clubs for U.S. soldiers overseas say they’ve already gathered dozens of full sets.

“The response has been unbelievable,” said Michael Stearns, director of the PGA Tour tournament.

“We have 30 bags with full sets and over 50 sets of irons. We’ve even got two pairs of golf shoes,” he said Thursday.

The tournament is sponsoring the Clubs for Armed Forces program along with KKOH radio and Employers Insurance Co., a Reno-based group of companies providing workers’ compensation insurance and services to small businesses.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/06/ap_military_clubs_4_forces_060409/

6 soldiers sue KBR, Halliburton over burn pits

6 soldiers sue KBR, Halliburton over burn pits

The Associated Press
Posted : Thursday Jun 4, 2009 18:37:26 EDT

SAN ANTONIO — Soldiers are among six Texans suing Houston-based KBR and Halliburton over burn pits at U.S. camps in Iraq and Afghanistan.

The suit filed in a San Antonio federal court alleges the military contractors burned everything from trucks and tires to human corpses in the large war-zone pits. Plantiffs say the burning waste released toxins that harmed at least 10,000 people.
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http://www.armytimes.com/news/2009/06/ap_army_burn_pits_060409/

VA Watchdog Larry Scott sets record straight on gun rights

RUMOR CONTROL: THE VA IS NOT DISARMING VETERANS
Viral email makes astoundingly stupid claim that the VA is trying to take guns away from veterans.

by Larry Scott, VA Watchdog dot Org



Sometimes I wonder if people just make up this crap: "Hey, Merle. Hold my beer while I hit the keyboard and start a rumor to scare veterans."

The latest email making the rounds has the VA setting up vets to take away their weapons. Nonsense! Not just nonsense ... an out-and-out lie!
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http://www.vawatchdog.org/09/nf09/nfjun09/nf060409-4.htm