The other side of suicide by cop, deputy sheriff killed

When police are called because of a combat veteran in trouble, we are saddened by reading about one more veteran dying needlessly. Depending on where the veteran lives, they can be responded to by a very aware police force, or tragically not. Even when they are aware of what combat can do to people, sometimes cops don't have a choice. This is one of those times. A man said he wanted to die according to reports, with the police pulling the trigger. He got his wish but he ended the life of a deputy sheriff. While there is no link to Connors to the military there is one to Kyle Pagerly. We need to be aware of both sides of veterans facing off with police to not pass judgment on police as much as we should with the system that fails them.

The next time you read a story about another veteran killed by police on this blog, think about this story and acknowledge what the police have to go through as well as veterans.

Sheriff Shooting Suspect Left Suicide Note: Cops
Authorities say the man that shot and killed Kyle Pagerly wanted to die.
By Kelly Bayliss
Friday, Jul 1, 2011

The Berks County man that opened fire on 28-year-old deputy sheriff Kyle Pagerly resulting in the death of both men wanted to die, according to police.

Police say that Matthew Connors, 25, left a suicide note two days prior to the incident for his friends and family. Sources say that Connors wanted to die -- suicide by cop.

On Wednesday night around 8 p.m., authorities paid a visit to 43 Pine Swamp Road in Albany, Pa. to serve Connors with a warrant for burglary, criminal trespass and various other offenses.
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Sheriff Shooting Suspect Left Suicide Note

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