RAF veteran tells of post-traumatic stress disorder ordeal
Mar 30 2009 By Craig McQueen
DURING his military career, Andy Lorimer saw action in warzones and troublespots including Iraq, the Balkans and Northern Ireland.
In his wedding photos, an impressive collection of medals are proudly pinned to his chest.
But the 46-year-old's bravery came at a cost and it's one he's still coming to terms with.
Andy, who joined the RAF when he was 21, has spent years trying to piece his life together after being diagnosed with post-traumatic stress disorder.
At his worst, there were bouts of heavy drinking and irrational behaviour, including having to flee from a supermarket in panic because he realised he was not carrying a gun.
Only now is Andy, from Kirkcaldy, Fife, getting somewhere, thanks to the help of his new wife Nikki and the founders of a charity who are aiming to help more people just like him.
Andy said: "My PTSD probably started before the first Gulf War when we had to recover a couple of bodies.
"I wasn't conscious of it at the time.
"You just got on with your job and moved on to the next thing. You didn't build up the memories of it.
"And I started to work in higher and higher pressure environments. I would get where I wanted to be and then I would change and do something else as I liked the challenge.
"It meant I got involved in a lot of situations and saw a lot of things, which, when taken individually, you might be able to cope with. But mine was an accumulation of all those things."
Andy worked on Hercules aircraft during the first Gulf War before working with helicopter crews.
His varied career also saw him working with the Parachute Regiment and special forces and undercover in Northern Ireland.
He survived but saw many others lose their lives.
Andy said: "I lost a total of 13 friends - 12 in military action and one in a parachute accident.
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