Spc. Gavin Sibayan, Hero, Purple Heart and PTSD along with TBI

When you read stories about heroes, you usually hear of their bravery, their dedication to the country and the men and women they serve with. You usually also hear about awards they are given in recognition of their extraordinary actions. What we do not hear often enough is the word "hero" put with PTSD. We never hear of PTSD in a story associated with the Purple Heart. PTSD is a wound the military does not like to associate with the other wounds. You know the kind of wounds they like. Bullet wounds, bomb wounds, head injuries they can see with their eyes, but they don't like to acknowledge TBI or PTSD. In this story, you have all of this.

Soldier Receives Purple Heart

Updated: Feb 29, 2008 05:40 PM EST

By Samantha Anderson
s.anderson@krdo.com

FORT CARSON - It's one of the most recognized and respected medals awarded to members of the U.S. Armed forces. It's also one, that more often than not, is given to a soldier's family and rarely gets pinned on the soldiers themselves.

27-year-old Specialist Gavin Sibayan received a Purple Heart medal Friday morning.

He was honored for his bravery in Iraq. He was deployed in 2006 in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom. In September of 2007, the convoy he was on was hit by an explosive device. "I got hit with shrapnel, I was in the gun, got knocked out for 30 minutes, woke up covered in blood," describes Specialist Sibayan. When he awoke, he got right back up and continued fighting.

Specialist Sibayan now suffers from TBI, PTSD and hip dislocation. He returned home to his wife Stephanie and his son at the end of September and has been in recovery every since.

Specialist Sibayan is currently assigned to the Warrior Transition Battalion at Fort Carson.

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Specialist Sibayan, showed great courage by coming out of being unconscious and continuing to fight. He was wounded and deserves the Purple Heart but he should probably receive a Silver Star along with it or at least a Bronze Star for this kind of action.

What I believe he should get is a medal for bravery speaking out on the fact he's also been diagnosed with PTSD. So many, especially the attitude reported from Fort Carson in the past, want to pass off the PTSD wounded as being anything other than brave. They fail to see the courage these men and women exhibit when they continue to fight battles while already wounded by PTSD. Imagine the kind of courage that takes to be willing to keep doing their jobs knowing what doing their jobs are doing to their minds.

They keep going although they know each day, each new traumatic event will increase the hell already waging a battle in their minds. When they are able to sleep, they know they will find no peace in their dreams when sleep only allows the enemy to awaken in the darkness of their dreams.

Most of them will never speak of the wound eating away at them until they are out of danger and not necessary for the rest of the unit. They will seek help, if they seek it at all, when they are home. Why can't the military command see the kind of courage that takes? Why can't they see that if they get these men and women into treatment as soon as possible, they will be able to retain that kind of hero? There is nothing to be ashamed of. They are nothing to be ashamed of. They are a rarity. What will it take for the commanders to figure out that when they commit suicide, they do it when they are not fighting a battle with the rest of their brothers, but fighting a private battle by themselves?